Sunday, September 21, 2008

the other day i saw a lady
a lady and her baby
not in a stroller,
rather,
walking sidewalks, holding
it was 10 30 or almost 11 00
and it was cold outside
real blurry
could've been the things in my bloodstream
with it rushing every which way and how
my heart is hurting
then again it really isn't my heart
more so the tissue surrounding
but hell
it hurts just the same
all the muscles livid
at how the lady was still walking
in the moon and all of time
so i got up and went the way they had come
my feet hit the floor running

tired
a work and carly says
"it's all in your head"
gen's laughing, joking, mocking
even karen see's the logistics in things
and how it's all completed so well
all in the strides towards "mental-er" stability

so it's the real rich
and the real poor
who learn to drive stick
regardless of this
i'm still waiting for the first money
a pay off for all that i've done