yeah i dunno, but it seems to me
that always, in time
there's been a will and there's been a way
no change, no sign

where do you go when you run away?
with no chance to hide?
and i dunno what it represents
but my hands are tied

i'm learning the new words

BLUE SKIES ALWAYS BRIGHTEN MY DAYS

when i wake up in the morning
i know it'll be the same
it's far too early to be getting up
i can't get on my way
and sure enough
i'm standing in a doorway
where i start to hear my name
all i'm wanting is to be leaving
the dreams are so draining

when i wake up in the morning
i like to think i rise with the sun
with all the people that have their act together
with all the ones who are busy trying
but now they're leaving for work and for school
and i'm left writing down my reasons
a list that i can't quite justify
but i'm fine tonight, maybe tomorrow
a faith restored from needless sorrow

i felt my head fall
i thought that nate ruess
had made a new album
and that it was going to save me all over again

sleeping in my own room
i dream about it every night
sleeping in foreign housing
dreaming that it never existed
and i'm searching for it in my dreams
it should be
it should be
right here
beside points a and points c

i need to document this. i smoke too much, i know. i need to get my shit together, i know.

i want the ending to be all drastic and reckless. like here, here take it from me! let go of all the baggage and write it all down. i need to finish it too, not just say i'll start it. no, no, leave it locked, leave it locked. if you open it you will see what you know you will see. you will feel the way you know you will feel. it will hurt you. so leave it locked. leave it alone.